Staying at In laws’

So the baby is due in October, and I would be flying back to India this month. We will have to send birth announcements to all our relatives and friends. But that will be later, after baby’s birth. Right now I have so many apprehensions regarding going back. I will have to join the college the day my plane touches the Indian soil. I won’t have time to get enough sleep or rest and I will be straight in the middle of the hustle and bustle of the college. But college is least of my worries. I am more concerned about my stay at my in-laws. I am never comfortable with getting food or anything to eat for myself when I am there. Actually I am afraid of doing or buying anything for myself or my daughter. Its a constant pressure and stress living in that prison of a house. I am expected to take care of every other family member except myself and my daughter. I don’t how I am going to live through the month that I have to spend there.

Tags: stress